It's the little things...

I caught up on some much needed sleep this morning while Chris got up with Ellis and left coffee for me in the thermos. It tasted divine. I obliterated the weeds from half of the upper garden today. It looks beautiful. I took a walk with my baby sleeping snuggled up against my chest. It was soothing and wonderful. I ate dinner with Chris and Ellis while Phelan slept. I tasted the delicious food prepared by my husband and enjoyed the silly company. I cleaned the kitchen while Chris put Ellis to bed. I even scrubbed the greasy, sticky pan that would otherwise sit in the sink "soaking" for two days. Now, both kids are in bed, the house is picked up, and I am sitting down, alone, for a moment.

This is a gift.

I haven't had a moment like this in more than 6 weeks. It helps me to feel a little more like myself; a little more like I'm a part of a less chaotic world and present in my own world. It's a very small, but very powerful thing to get to sit back for a few minutes, listen to my own breathing or the sounds of silence around me.

I have been blessed today.

Inspirational Quotations

While feeding watermelon rinds to the chickens with Owain today:
O: Are you a chicken, Auntie?
B: Ummm, no. Are YOU a chicken, Owain?
O: No. But I can be a chicken when I get older.

And after Ellis finished his dinner on the deck he proclaimed:
"I just love living on this farm all together."

Me too.

A visit from "Ace" Jackson

You really haven't lived until the top of your silo has almost been taken off by a beautiful blue and yellow buzzer. We got quite the treat here at the farm today when Denny and his fellow pilots flew over the farm, doing pirouettes, loop-de-loops and rolls. It definitely made us wonder what the farm looks like from up there. Thanks, Denny! You made our day!

A day in my life...

When Anya was visiting this week, she asked what my days look like now that Phelan has arrived and I'm on leave from my job until Labor Day. I let out a big sigh, ready to rattle off whatever it is that seems to fill my days to overflowing. And when it came down to it, the list was shockingly sparse and looked something like this:

Spending time with Phelan, of course. A LOT of time--holding, nursing, rocking, snuggling, slinging, soothing, and making googly eyes at each other.

We get a lot of this...

...and some of this too.

Watering the upper garden, where I'm trying my best to keep the peppers, beans, tomatillos, cucumbers, squash and broccoli alive. And by "watering" I mean wrestling with this hose for half the time and actually soaking the plants for the other half of the time.
Digging, pulling, cursing at and throwing these weeds out of the upper garden, where they seem to thrive during this drought with no trouble at all. The irony is that people actually BUY purslane and lamb's quarter (pictured below) at the co-op while we can't seem to rid ourselves of it fast enough. (Yes, the opportunity here has been considered.)
And finally, I spend a lot of time scanning the fridge & garden, looking for something to eat for myself or the rugrats. Thrilling, I know.
It's a simple life, folks. Seems a little ridiculous that it could feel as crazy as it does, but there you have it. And when it's filled with love (and let's be honest, whining and crying) from these boys, it's hard to imagine it any other way.

You are now leaving Ponyland. Thank you for visiting!

We were graced with a visit from the Milton troupe this week, all the way from Ferndale, Washington! Having once spent nearly every day with Anya living together in college and then in Seattle, I miss my friend dearly. It was such a treat to have them here. On their drive out, the girls fondly named the farm "Ponyland" when they heard we had horses. Here at Lostview, we're all about making dreams come true:




As usual, lots of good food, drink and conversation were had. And our "all boy" boys learned a few things about playing house and dress-up from Elka and Birgit who managed to get nice and farm-filthy tromping around with Ellis and Owain. Makin' memories. Thanks for making the trip, you guys!